By Karla Overstreet
Seattle, Washington USA
Have you ever struggled with belief in God? I have! I don’t struggle with belief that He exists. I have believed that since I was old enough to be taught by my parents. However, I have often wrestled with belief that God will keep His promises; specifically, His promises to me. Somehow I don’t have a problem believing He will keep His promises for others, but for me it seems a little elusive. My inner voice often says, “I believe God CAN do it, I just don’t believe He will do it for me.” Have you ever felt that way?
I can really relate to Elizabeth and her struggle to conceive a child. She was the wife of a priest and probably, if she is anything like me, thought, “I have been serving God alongside my husband for years; why won’t God bless me with a child?” Both she and her husband had given up to the point that her husband had a hard time believing God even when He sent an angel right in front of him. But God keeps His promises.
In 2 Peter 3:9, it says God is not slow in keeping His promises; although it can often feel really slow. Yet God is faithful.
I too, like Elizabeth, wanted a child and it felt like it would never happen. God, in His mercy, somehow decided that He would bless my husband and me with three children: two biological and one through adoption.
Even with finally receiving God’s blessing, it is tempting to feel angry or entitled and to have a hard time understanding why it had to be so difficult. I am challenged by Elizabeth’s response when she heard the news of her pregnancy. She wasn’t angry or bitter, but stated out loud, “How kind the Lord is!” She accepted the struggle and timing of God and rejoiced in the blessing even though it may have come with much difficulty. I pray that I can have that same heart!
10 Comments
Dec 4, 2020, 10:45:22 AM
Melissa Abello - This quiet time is so impactful for my heart and brought me to tears. My husband and I both have had challenges with having children and seeing Elizabeth's heart is inspiring to me. Also, your challenge to pray about what God would do in the future made me feel so thankful. I want and need to pray like this.
Dec 4, 2020, 7:48:38 AM
Christine Spence - For me, I've been tempted to wonder why God would answer my prayers since I have done nothing to deserve it. But then I turn to scriptures that are about God's willingness to bless us such as Romans 8:32, and I remind myself that His timing is always perfect. This helps me to push away the doubts and not give up praying.
Dec 3, 2020, 6:10:38 AM
Margrethe Cameron - Thank you for putting this together i look forward to continuing the devos
Dec 3, 2020, 1:46:51 AM
Muriel Gutu - Always great to be reminded that God keeps his promises regardless
Dec 2, 2020, 10:04:46 PM
Georgia Reynolds - Reading this before bedtime is been a long day! I’m looking at this beautiful moon outside my window. I have a connection lol thanks in advance for the message I’m sure it will encourage my soul.
Dec 2, 2020, 9:41:15 PM
Vivian C Grant - Thank you. May I have your daily devotional sent to my email? viviancgrant@hotmail.com
Dec 2, 2020, 6:54:28 PM
Rita - I have to thank God even in times of difficulty. Thank you
Dec 2, 2020, 3:12:45 PM
Rosalia - Forte! Muito obrigada.
Dec 2, 2020, 11:17:24 AM
Kathy Dahle - Thank you, Karla, inspiring reminder!
Dec 2, 2020, 8:50:17 AM
ABOLARINWA OMOBOLA E - Thanks.